Dear Accelers...

This heart always aches whenever I heard the words of goodbye.

Each and everyone of us is leaving
and it hurts since I would be the last one to leave.
Oh dear,
You know I'm nothing without you.
And yes, I've missed you.

Graduation Day (June 26th)

(Ochan - Me - Tio)
My lovely brothers! :)


(Uthe - Sarah - Happy - Dwika - Fadhlia - Dessy - Me - Inten)
They had taken off the kebaya. Haha


(Eki - Ochan - Me)
With the medals!
Umm.. Do you notice that Ochan's medal is red while mine and Eki's are blue? He achieved the highest score on National Exam. :)


Full formation!
(Rifa - Wijang - Dwika - Eki - Fadhlia - Guntur - Happy - Tio - Me - Ochan - Etin - Farah - Helmi)
(Sarah - Uthe - Thia - Adelin - Fadhlia - Inten - Dessy)


(Me - Ochan - Guntur)
Bored while listening to those speech.


(Uthe - Me - Fadhlia)
In the restroom.

I wore 5 cm high heels, by the way.
Hurts like hell; absolutely the most terrible 4 hours in my life!
But still, it was a great day with my acceleration friends. Unequivocally.

Err.. miss 'em already. :(

Officially An Alumni Of SMAN 1 Kota Serang,

Random In The Midnight

Midnight already. And I’m still sleepless. What to do? Write a post, shall I?

Well, typically me, setiap saat sebelum tidur pasti banyak banget deh yang dipikirin. Bahkan kayaknya pikiran gue paling aktif bekerja saat menjelang tidur. Dan itu menjelaskan mengapa mimpi-mimpi gue kebanyakan campur-aduk dan abnormal. Jadi, daripada gue mimpi macem-macem, dan semua hal yang gue pikirin malah tidak tersampaikan, mending gue tulis disini aja kali ya. Haha what can I say? I always love sharing with strangers! But this is all random, kalo ada hal lain yang lebih penting untuk dikerjain, mendingan kerjain dulu aja deh. Hahaha mau dibaca nggak sih Put? Well, oke. Here, just finish the list and… In-joy!

1. Muhammad Fauzan Triandi (the same person in this post), sahabat terdekat gue selama dua tahun ini, Alhamdulillah baru saja keterima di Teknik Kimia Universitas Indonesia dan Sekolah Farmasi Institut Teknologi Bandung. To make it short, pokoknya gue seneng banget. Waktu tau dia keterima UI, gue bahkan sampe langsung terduduk lemas di lantai gitu. Padahal dia sendiri belum tau beritanya. Hahaha hebat kan gue. But he decided to take ITB anyway. Well, whatever he takes, I will always support and encourage him! Inget deh waktu dia keterima Farmasi ITB, dia langsung tanya gue, “Ade seneng?” (dengan emot nangis terharu) Gue kontan langsung bales pake capslock. “Seneng banget Ka, Demi Tuhan, kita jadi satu jurusan gini!” hahaha. But then I remember. Bandung – Jogja ya? It’s 9 hours by train. Meskipun kita nggak pacaran atau apa, tapi tetep aja dia salah satu orang paling berpengaruh dalam hidup gue. Nggak tau deh ya, apa gue bisa tahan? :'(

2. Gue putus sama Restu. Dari bulan April kemaren. Hehe basi ya? Tapi masalah ini somehow sering melintas aja gitu di pikiran gue sebelum gue tidur. Jadi gini lho sodara-sodara, semenjak gue putusin itu, dia jadi antipati banget sama gue. SMS dan mention gue di twitter kebanyakan ga dibales, kalo pun dibales juga singkat padat ga jelas gitu. Ya keki lah ya gue. Secara gue yang mutusin, ga niat juga kali gue ngejar-ngejar dia buat balikan atau apa, gue cuma pengen menyambung tali silaturahmi aja. Tapi dia kayaknya nangkepnya gue ngejar-ngejar dia gitu. Hahaha funny eh? Sampe akhirnya, entah gimana ceritanya, gue malah jadi deket sama keluarga dia. Terutama Mama dan adeknya yang paling kecil. Gue jadi sering jalan bareng si Tante gitu. Dan adeknya, De Acha, juga nempeeeel banget sm gue. Apa-apa sama gue, apa-apa sama gue. Berasa babysitter abis. Dan termasuk si Om juga; tiap dia tugas ke luar negeri pasti bawain gue oleh-oleh. Kemaren dibeliin lukisan gitu dari Jepang (lucu banget!), dan tiga cup eskrim (Haagen Dazs) dari Aussie. Haha makasih ya Om! :) Oh ya, si Tante sama Om ini katanya sih pengen banget gue sm Abang balikan lagi. Kata Om, sejak Abang jadian sama Putri, semangat belajarnya jadi meningkat (iya lho, dia sampe mendadak rangking 1 gitu! HAHAHA gue merasa keren!), terus Putri juga baik, cantik, pinter, ga macem-macem, dst dst dst. Aduh gimana ya, emang gue ini calon menantu idaman banget kali yaaa…. HUAHAHAHAHAHA minta ditampar lo Put. Oke, to make it short again (padahal udah panjang), akhirnya one day gue ngajak dia balikan. Jeng jeng jeng jeng! Iya lho gue beneran ngajakin dia balikan! Dan tau ngga apa jawabannya? “Ga mau. Gue udah suka sama orang lain.” JLEB TO THE MAX! Eh tolong ya, Restu, gue ngajak lo balikan juga karena dorongan dari orangtua lo kali, najis! Kepedean banget sih lo, sok kecakepan! Ditolak tau rasa lo! (Eh tapi kalo diterima pun pasti ceweknya ga sebaik gue) --> minta ditampar lagi.

(Me and De Acha)
*Aduh itu pipinya mita dimamam banget deh! hahaha*
Click here for more photos of me and her. ;)

3. Gue lagi demen dengerin lagu Vidi Aldiano – Cemburu Menguras Hati. Huahahahahha berasa alay ga sih? Iya, alay ya? Tapi beneran enak lho. Serius deh, vibranya Vidi tuh gimanaaa gitu berasa menggetarkan hati. Hahah anjrit gue ga banget deh ah! (fyi, bahkan sekarang pun lagu ini yang lagi playing di telinga gue. Oke, silahkan ngakak!) Eh, maaf, Vidies, no offense. :)

4. Lusa gue ke Jogja. Eh, ralat, besok deh. Ini udah Senin kan? Hehe. Iya, besok gue ke jogjaaaaa. Sendiri lho, sendiri! Hebat kan? Pengalaman pertama nih ke luar kota sendiri! Woohoo agak takut juga sih. Tapi ga apa-apa, harus mulai berani dari sekarang. Kan udah gede Put! (ceilah). Oh ya penerbangannya yang jam 6 pagi lho. Biar nyampe sana langsung ketemu Indita dan Sasha, my bestfriends I found from blogger, dan maen seharian sampe puaaaaas! Ah I bet it’s gonna be suuuuper fun! Can hardly wait for tomorrow! xD

5. Handphone gue rusak parah! Yah, emang udah jadul sih, Sony Ericsson W380i, yang ungu imut-imut gitu lho. HAHA ralat, DULU sih iya imut-imut waktu masih baru, sekarang mah amit-amit gelaaa! Udah sompel-sompel gitu keypadnya (terus masa kata Tio itu sengaja gue sompelin?! Ya nggak lah! Kurang kerjaan amat coba gue!); USB port-nya udah bapuk, connector buat charger dan headset juga udah mendekati ajal (mau ngecharge susah banget meeen!), layarnya udah penuh goresan, flip-flapnya hampir copot, dan masih banyak lagi kecacatannya. Hahaha kayaknya kalo gue jual IDR 50.000 juga ga akan ada yang mau bok ya? Tapi tenang kata Papa nanti dia mau beliin gue hape baru. Tapi nggak sekarang, katanya gue belum perlu. Lagi liburan ini kan? Ntar pas udah mau deket-deket kuliah aja. Dan yang ini otomatis ga akan dijual dong, penuh kenangan gitu selama dua taun di aksel. :) (anyway, kayaknya sih ga akan beli BB deh yaaa… entah kenapa gue ga tertarik banget sm BB. Affordable sih sebenernya, bokap gue juga bukannya ga mampu beliin BB, tapi guenya ga kepengen aja gitu. Kayaknya mending nokia E63 ato iPhone sekalian! BB overrated banget, gue malah jadi berasa alay kalo make BB, apalagi kalo dipakenya cuma buat twitter-an dan fb-an. Iuuhh). Eh, no offense lagi ya BB user! Pendapat pribadi gue kok. :)

6. Gue lagi sakit perut PMS nih. Ini juga jadi salah satu alesan sakral kenapa gue susah tidur gini daritadi—selain semua alasan diatas tentunya. Huhuuuu kata si Kakak sih suru diangetin pake air anget, tapi males bikinnya harus keluar kamar. :’(((

7. I miss him. I miss my brother. Awfully. Dia lagi di Bandung sekarang. Oh this can’t be any clearer. Hahaha yes I miss Mr. Fauzan Triandi—who never actually missed me back. But I just do. I don’t care if he missed me too or not. I just…. miss him. Tuh kaaaan kalo nanti kepisah Bandung – Jogja gimana cobaaa? Huhuhu :’( (mulai mellow)

8. Oke, post ini kayaknya terlalu frontal ya? Tapi bodo ah. :P

9. Oh ya, missing your own brother is not a mistake, eh? I used to do all sorts of things with him. We shared the desk during our two years in acceleration, kemana-mana bareng (kecuali ke WC), kalo minta pendapat pasti harus ke dia dulu, dan begitupun dia ke gue. Kalo ngobrol di telpon bisa sampe jam setengah 12 malem, sebelum akhirnya dua-duanya ngantuk dan tidur deh. hahaha. Jadi kayaknya aneh aja gitu kalo mulai kuliah nanti, ga ada dia lagi di sisi gue. Ga ada yang siap sedia dengerin cerita gue lagi 24 jam. Ga ada yang nenangin gue kalo gue lagi ada masalah, sampe nangis-nangis sesenggukan di depan dia. Pasti bakal aneh banget kan. Dan anyway, dia bakalan pindah ke Bandung, entirely his family, mulai pertengahan Juli besok. Jadi, kalo gue nanti pulang ke Serang, gue ga bisa maen sama dia. Harus ke Bandung! Anjriiit sedih banget ga sih. Huhuhuks :'(((

10. Sudah poin ke-10 dan gue belum juga ngantuk.

11. How’s the World Cup goin’? I don’t really into it, anyway. Gue ga terlalu suka bola. Tapi kayaknya gue dukung Perancis deh. Habis negaranya kan bagus, jadi pasti menang. Haha ga nyambung deh Put. Ya gitu lah pokoknya. Gue ga ngerti bola. Apa sih serunya ngeliatin 22 orang rebutan satu bola di lapangan gede gitu? Mana suara terompetnya weird banget lagi, kayak suara tawon ga berenti-berenti gitu! Hih mending nonton NBA kemana-mana deh! (YAY LAKERS!) Oh ya tapi opening ceremony-nya kemaren keren juga lumayan. Hahaha cemen abis gue nonton itunya doang.

12. Ah yaaaa tanggal 26 besok gue farewell lho! Eh, tapi jadi nggak ya? Duh, ga asik banget kalo ga jadi. Semoga jadi deh. Adek-adekku anggota OSIS yang keren, kerja yang bener ya biar farewell-nya jadi, gue udah booking kebaya lho. Hohoho, dan gue juga udah ngebayangin temen-temen aksel gue yang pada bocek (childish –red) itu make kebaya dan jas. Pasti keren-keren semua deeehh… xD

13. Hamster gue hari ini ulang tahun yang ke-sebulan lho! Hahahaha iya dong udah sebulan tinggal di rumah gue. Keren kan bisa awet gitu… Eh, btw, udah gue kasih makan belum ya tadi? Ah tau ah. Mereka harus diet, udah terlalu gendut! Bahaya kan kalo sampe obesitas… (alibi padahal emang males ngasih makan)

Here they are... Hahaha iya hobinya emang ngegigitin besi kandang. Namanya Rhino dan Eric.
Ahh... Aren't they cute as hell? :#)
Click here for more photos of them.

14. *stare the clock* *yawn* Udah jam setengah satu nih, kayaknya gue mau tidur aja deh.

Well, this is Putri over and out. CIAO!

University of Indonesia, finally.

Accepted in UI, University of Indonesia, majoring in Pharmacy.
First time I cry like hell for an acceptance in university.
Have no idea what else to say.
Am still crying.

Proud of myself,

Waktu Gue Keterima UGM

Barusan gue baca ulang post-nya senior gue di aksel.. namanya ka Dwika Audiyananda, atau nama kerennya... Dwikjohn. Iya emang ga nyambung. Tapi begitulah adanya. Well, jadi tadi entah kenapa, tangan gue tergerak gitu aja buat ngeklik link blog-nya ka Dwikjohn di blog gue ini, dan... disitulah gue baca (untuk ketiga kalinya) post dia yang berjudul: "Dwikjohn's real come back Post". Disitu, dia cerita tentang perasaan dia waktu nungguin pengumuman SNMPTN tahun kemarin. Iya, Seleksi Nasional Masuk Perguruan Tinggi Negeri yang maha sakral itu emang telah berhasil mencampur-adukkan perasaan semua pesertanya yang lagi nungguin pengumuman. Lo bayangin dong, gue yang baca aja udah deg-degan setengah mati, gimana yang beneran ngalamin coba?!

Well, inti dari post ini bukan tentang post-nya ka Dwika. Yang mau gue ceritain adalah, tentang perasaan gue sendiri waktu dinyatakan keterima Ujian Tulis UGM. :)

Jadi... waktu itu tanggal 16 April 2010, pengumuman mestinya baru keluar jam 10 malem gitu, tapi gue udah deg-degan dari pagi aja dong! Mana lagi Ujian Praktek Fisika yang maha dahsyat lagi! Fyi, gue kebagian praktek sambungan RLC yang subhanallah sulitnya setengah mati, mana alatnya sempet rusak lagi! Tapi bersyukur juga sih, berkat praktek Fisika itu gue jadi agak melupakan pengumuman nanti malem. hahaha.

Anyway, selesai praktek itu jam 12. Gue langsung pulang berharap di rumah bisa istirahat dan tidur siang. Tapi mata gue ga bisa diajak damai. Beneran ga bisa merem! Pengaruh hormon adrenalin gue juga kali ya. Tapi alhamdulilah, setelah beberapa jam yang rasanya seperti ratusan abad, jam akhirnya menunjukkan pukul 16.30.. Dan disitulah gue, nongkrongin komputer, nyampah di Twitter sambil nungguin update anak-anak yang juga ikut UTUL. Soalnya, menurut pengalaman yang ikut PBS sih, pengumuman tuh udah bisa diakses dari habis maghrib. Hoooo sumpah bikin tambah deg-degan! Akhirnya untuk mereduksi deg-degan gue yang kian parah, gue chatting aja sm anak kelas 3 lain yang namanya ka Randy Julianto, sebut saja Ranjul, yang katanya bisa ngakses pengumuman UTUL lebih cepat dengan adanya link rahasia. Jadilah gue ngobrol sm dia. Gue paksa dia buat ngecek nomor-nomor lain (asal jangan nomor gue! Gila lo nekat banget!) Tapi kata Ranjul, tunggu sampe jam lima! Dan disitulah jantung gue rasanya mau copot nungguin setengah jam berlalu.... yang rasanya kayak 500 abad! lebay parah

Terus.... akhirnya jam 5.... Tapi kata Ranjul beluuumm.. Sabar dulu....

Ealaaaaaahhhh! Sabar gimana toh mas?! Gue udah mau silet nadi aja tuh saking ga sabarannya! Sampai akhirnya.... ada temen gue anak Tangsel, namanya ka Fiski, yang ngetwit kurang lebih begini, "Eh itu serius tuh pengumuman UTUL udah keluar?!!!!"

Woh langsung aja dong gue retweet! "Kata siapa kak?!!!" Terus dia bales... "Cek di link ini deh: ..." Gue klik kan tuh link-nya... Dan bener aja lho saudara-saudara, di atasnya ada tulisan Hasil Seleksi Final Program UTUL, dengan tampilan seperti ini:



Waktu itu jam 5.15 pm kalo ga salah... Di rumah cuma ada gue sendirian, nyokap lagi pengajian, bokap masih di kantor, dan adek gue lagi maen entah kemana. Gue dilema antara masukin nomor peserta atau ngga. Tapi entah refleks entah apa, akhirnya, gue pasrah masukin nomor peserta yang emang udah gue hafal luar kepala: 1100200277.

Dan habis gue masukin... Loadingnya cepet banget dong mameeeeeenn! Gue sampe ga sempet napas! Tapi begitu ngeliat hasilnya.... Gue yakin saat itu gue beneran lupa gimana caranya napas! Gue cuma bengong. Terus respon kedua gue...

Jejingkrakan di sofa sambil teriak-teriak "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...." kayak orang gila. Dan gue langsung ngetwit ke ka Fiski yang telah berjasa besar ngasih link sakral itu ke gue. "Ka Fiskiiiiiiiiii aku keterima Farmasi UGM! Pilihan pertama ka! ALHAMDULILAH!!!" tapi reply dia cuma, "Yah, jadi ga ngambil ITB dong?" sungguh respon yang ga asik. --"

Oke, terus respon ketiga gue, nanyain ke Ranjul (takutnya aja link dari ka Fiski itu bohongan), "Ran, UTUL udah keluar ya Ran? Cekin dong nomor gue, 1100200277." Terus beberapa detik kemudian dia bales, "Aduh Put... Ga enak nih gue ngomongnya." Gue cuma bisa melongo kayak orang bego. Mampus deh. Kalo yang tadi emang bener cuma bohongan gimana dong? Hopeless lah gue. Tapi terus si Randy typing lagi, "SELAMET YA PUUUUTTT!!!! FARMASI LOOOOHHH!" dan dia langsung ngirim link-nya ke wall fb gue, jadi semua orang bisa liat.

Anjrrriiiiiiiiittt kampret banget tuh si Ranjul! dia gatau apa gue udah mau nangis darah gitu yaaa! Dan sumpah dia norak banget sampe ngirim link-nya segala ke wall fb gue!

hahahaha tapi thanks a lot deh buat Ranjul yang udah menyemangati gue di saat-saat terakhir!
Anyway, Ranjul itu udah keterima Tek.Industri tapi lewat PBS... :)
Oh ya, see the status below the wall post? yes, I break up. :P

Terus, beberapa menit kemudian, habis gue capek lompat-lompat di sofa kayak orang gila, nyokap akhirnya pulang.... Gue spontan teriak-teriak, "MAMAAAA!!! KAKA KETERIMA FARMASI UGM!!!!"

Reaksi nyokap: bengong. Dia langsung ngehampirin meja komputer. Liat tulisan yang tertera disitu. Gue tanya dia, "Kok ga heboh sih mah? Lulus loh ini! Pilihan pertama!" Tapi dia cuma diem beberapa saat, terus jawab, "Ka... Jogja kan jauh....." dengan muka super melas.

GUBRAK!!!

Jadi ya begitulah... Nyokap langsung telpon Bokap dengan muka galau gitu karena ga rela kalo gue harus kuliah jauh-jauh di Jogja. Tapi beberapa hari kemudian, setelah konsultasi dengan banyak orang, ya dia akhirnya yakin kalo UGM itu emang yang terbaik buat gue. Alhamdulilah... Ga kebayang aja kan ya kalo harus ngelepas UGM? Jalur UTUL yang murah lagi! hehe :)

Lantas registrasi lah kita tanggal 23-nya. Ngukur jaket almamater, dikasih undangan untuk upacara penerimaan, disambut sama senior-senior farmasi... Ah! seneng banget pokoknya! Err.. tapi sebenernya belum begitu lengkap sih kebahagiaan gue. Since my very best brother was failed on the test. I won't mention the name anyway. Dia milih FK-UGM, yang emang standarnya tinggi seampun-ampun. Dan dia gagal. Gue tau banget dia sangat sangat sangat pengen masuk FK-UGM. Ga kayak gue yang meskipun udah keterima juga masih bingung mau ngambil apa ngga. --> ga bersyukur banget

Dia sempet down gitu... Masalahnya, dua sahabat dia yg lain, yaitu gue dan Tio, keterima UGM, sedangkan dia ngga. Tio keterima Teknik Elektro anwyay. Jadi ceritanya, sehari sebelum sebelum pelaksanaan UTUL tuh kita bertiga sempet sleepover di rumah dia gitu, buat belajar bareng, share our feelings, yaaa sort of those things lah. (tau ngga? para cowok itu sampe nangis pas curhat! wohohoho buka aib xP) Jadi emang kebayang sih sakitnya, dua temen seperjuangan dia keterima sedangkan dia sendiri ngga. Hurtful.

Tapi sekarang dia tetep berjuang buat UMB, USM Terpusat, dan SNMPTN. Yaaahhh.. kayak yang ka Dwika bilang di post-nya, dia udah gagal BERKALI-KALI di segala macem seleksi penerimaan (fyi, ka Dwika juga milih FK dimana-mana), tapi ternyata dia bisa lolos di Ujian Seleksi yang paling akhir, yaitu SNMPTN. Well, jadi intinya semua ini cuma masalah waktu, kan? :)

Yah, mari kita doakan semoga sahabat gue itu bisa keterima di Fakultas Kedokteran yang dia inginkan. Amin...

Anwyay, kemaren gue udah nyari kosan loh di Jogja. Dapet di daerah Pogung Baru. Untuk para mahasiswa baru UGM yang baru registrasi juga, mungkin ada yang dapet kosan di daerah yang sama? hehehe, btw, itu daerah elit looohhh... :p *pamer*

Hm. Itu aja kali ya... Makasih banyak buat ka Dwika yang udah ngasih inspirasi buat nulis ini. Dan untuk semua siswa kelas 12 yang masih berjuang untuk mendapatkan tempat di PTN ataupun PTS ternama, ayoo semangat! Percaya deh, ini cuma masalah waktu kok! Yang penting sabar dan jangan patah semangat! :D

Oh ya, ada quote dari ka Fiski yang gue suka banget, dia tweet waktu tanggal 15 April kalo ga salah, waktu pengumuman USM daerah yang menyatakan kalo ka Fiski keterima FTTM ITB. Gini quote-nya:
"Hari ini gue yang iri sama kesuksesan kalian, tapi besok-besok... kalian yang bakal iri atas kesuksesan gue! HAHAHAHAAHA!"
--> beneran ada HAHAHA-nya loh. Well, sounds so snooty, ya? Tapi beneran deh, bikin semangat banget. :)

Campur aduk,

Think Before Saying

One thing I learn during my almost-two-years time in Acceleration class: Think first before you say anything. COMPLETELY anything, be it nice or not.

Well, it seems that not everyone is pleased with what you say. Perhaps you didn’t mean anything bad in your words, but you should put yourself in others’ shoes. Do you think they will take it the same way you expect them to?

Ya, that is it.

I, personally, never think that much before saying anything. Not even thrice; not even twice. It's like my mouth is ungated, out of control. There's ever one situation where I was so mad about one thing (you shouldn't know). And a friend, T, apologized to me for what he did. Well, he didn't actually make some big problems or what, but I was just really, really mad that time that I didn't even know I could scold at him like that. T was shocked. But I was not. I was mad, remember? And my mouth is out of control. As usual.

During the next one week, T didn't greet me at school. Like, AT ALL. Nope. No hello, no messages, and even no "Could you solve this one?" at Math class like we ALWAYS used to be. And at that time, I didn't really care.

Until few days later passed by, I finally felt awkward with him. I texted him and asked "What is wrong with us?" and as I remember, he only answered, "Nothing much, put." And I decided not to reply back. I'm an ego. It's hard for me to wave the white flag first. If I didn't think I've made a mistake, why should I feel sorry? And oh goodness, who he thinks he is! Ya. That is, what on my thought feeeeww months ago, before I start growing mature. Well, that time, the common sense it is which helped me to get through the awkward moment and attempted to be the bestfriend of him again. So as I remember, I apologized to him. Via SMS. I know, I'm a fucked-up little chicken.

And fortunately, he forgave me. Is it right, T? :)

But then, there's one day, Friday if I'm not mistaken, where me and my acceleration fellas, gathering in a circle, sat, and played "Just tell the truth!". LOL. And it is, if I'm not mistaken again, two days before the National Exam started. Almost-two-years trapped in a class together, shared the same feeling of frustated and depressed because of the hectic schedule of subjects, of course huge enough to make us feel senasib-sepenanggungan. We're almost like a family. :) Ah ya, back to the topic. Well, that time, we played the game, kind of Truth or Dare but it is only Truth or... Truth. hahaha. The turn was decided with whirling the bottle of Aqua or something. And one by one, we shared our own truth. Who are the persons we hate, who are the persons we thank a lot, what is our feeling about something, et cetera.

Until it was T's turn to play.

I still remember, very clearly, about everything he said. Begini kurang lebih, "Gue ngerasa seneng banget di aksel... Di sini gue belajar banyak... bla bla bla... Gue sendiri orangnya sering memandang rendah orang lain, gue akuin itu, bla bla bla... Tapi di samping itu, sebenernya ada satu orang yg gue kurang suka sikapnya belakangan ini. Yaitu Putri. Kenapa putri? Karena dia ngomongnya suka ceplas-ceplos. Gue sendiri pernah ngalamin. Waktu itu begini begini, terus pas gue sms baik-baik, dia responnya malah nggak enak.. Jujur gue orangnya ga gampang untuk dibentak-bentak seperti itu. bla bla bla....."

Jujur ya. Sangat menohok. The words left me breathless. And when T stared at me, I only smiled and murmured, "Sorry..". Err what we call it? Senyum miris? I couldn't think righteously. The words is inevitably right. But I couldn't accept it; my ego couldn't. But then goes to another person turns, Sarah, Inten, Dessy, Happy, Fadhlia, Dwika. They all said the same thing like T just said before. "Put, lo tuh ceplas-ceplos. Kadang suka nyakitin hati. Gue tau lo pinter, tapi ga usah lah ditunjukkin. Bikin sakit hati." Even Fadhlia said, "Ada suatu saat yang gue sampe nangis di rumah gara2 kepikiran omongan lo Put."

And that. That time. I finally cried. Not sobbing anyways, only a little cry, cause my heart cried muuuch much louder. I feel like losing some friends. And I, after all, could put myself in others' shoes. I feel hurt. I must have been feeling hurt if I were them. And then the game was at last finished. We ended it up with hugging each other. Saying sorry to each other. And still on the circle, we put our hands together, and yelled, "GO AKSEL GO AKSEL GO!" (hahaha iya gue tau kok, ga kreatif banget kan?)

And I also apologized to Fadhlia, Dwika, Sarah, and all the people I hurt on the past. Oh, also to T! I apologized to him like in gazillion times! LOL. And you know what? The sentences of them forgiving me, that time, is such a releasing pain-killer. It's like the feeling you got right after Lebaran passed, only this one is much much much more releasing. I feel blessed. I feel welcomed again.

And about the T... Well, if you read this, I just wanna say sorry once again. You gave me a great lesson of life. You teached me how to down to Earth even when you are the most clever person in the world. You teached me how to choose the priority and solve only the most urgent things to solve. I don't know, but if it's not because of you and O, I wouldn't be this mature right know. Well, okay, I'm not that mature, but at least I'm not that childish anymore. I don't annoy people like I always used to do.. (or I still do?) hehe

Acceleration Family, 2008-2010, is such a special gift God gives to me. I learn a lot there, a lot more than just educational stuffs. I met cool people, which now mostly I became close friends with. hehe. But most of all, I can be me there. I can be the one I really am. Because you guys always welcome me, no matter how freak I am. heheh we're all freak, aren't we? :p

So this is it. I gotta take a bath. And I'm as hungry as pumpkin, oh goodness! (padahal tadi baru makan kebab) --"

Feel blessed,

Loooong Update! heheheh :P

Ahhhh…. How’s life, readers?

Mine is extremely hectic currently! Full of school-bit*hy thingy all week long! Only rotating between wake-up-early, flag ceremony on Monday (yeah, I hate Monday!), fu*king-boring-teachers, plenty of idiot homeworks, unintelligible lessons (GOD! How I hate Physics very much!), crazy fellas (their egos are very unbeatable; and it sucks! You know, I’m still 15, quite younger than others, but I’m very much more mature than them! grrrhh) and so on and so on… Well, truth to be told, those things are quite awful to drive me out of my sane.

Yeah. I’m insane now. LMAO!

Okay. Stop talking about school stuffs.

Talking about this lovely-silly-pretty blog (lol), it seems like I’ve neglected this blog, ya? Hmm, maybe I still keep posting at least one post per week, but what I really feel is, I neglected this blog. Fulfill it with those corny-cheesy-unimportant thingies! Ieuwh. Make me trembling sometimes when I realized that I’ve been so corny these days. LOLs. So pardon me, pals… You know me much, I believe, that I’ve been so overwhelmed nowadays. :)

By the waaaaaaaaaay, let’s talk about others again! Hahahaha. 

Hm, let’s see. Oh-oh, about the vote on the sidebar! Woah, it has been closing from yesterday, peeps! And I got 96 votes! Hihihi, thanks fellas for voted there! I really appreciate you guys! Hehe. And the result is, actually, just makes me WOW-ing. LOL! The preponderance of the voters is in support of the last choice I made:  MORE FASHION VIEWS! Ahahahha funny, very funny! Seriously, I couldn’t believe that! What are you hoping from a tomboy girl like me?!

Well, maybe the old readers know me better, which I was posting about fashion-thingy like for 10 day a month! Hahaha. Well, the only reason why I keep posting about fashion is, I don’t have anything to write but that! FASHION! It seems that fashion was soooo happening those days, and everyone was keep commenting me through the posts about fashion! So I love to post it more and more each day! But in fact, which is very shameful, I don’t know anything about fashion! All I know is: trench coat is an always-happening item, tight has sooooo many colors, and wedges is the one which comfort yet cute at once! Others? Euh… *shake my head*

LOLs!

By the way,

Talking about my life deeper. Let's start it up with a list.

1. I’m still single. But I’m NOT available. It’s a two different meaning, pals. Note it!

2. Ramadhan is coming closer, I love Bulan Ramadhan so much! With its warm atmosphere all day long, fasting—which makes me slimmer, saur, tarawih, petasan, mudik, and other beautiful Islamic thingy. I love ‘em! But one thing I hate is: we will have a middle-test on Bulan Ramadhan! Which means that I have to do it with my tummy grumbling on my ears! Ahhh…. I couldn’t imagine that! 

3. I am so emotional these days. I’ve been known as a crybaby ass on my class. Crying only because of Physics, jealousy (Ochan can do Physic questions easily, and I can’t!), and other unimportant things which is actually not too worthy to be cried on. Don’t know why. Hormone works, maybe? I have no idea. :|

4. I’m addicted to Oreo soft cake.I can’t handle myself not to eat at least one per day! I ate 5 per day, usually! GOSH! Is that true that oreo contains some addictive matters?

Hahaha. 

Anyways, I’m going to a birthday treat of a friend, Indra. In Pizza Hut.

Abaaaang… makasih yaaa traktirannya! Hehehehe ;D

Having so much fun with ‘em all, my beloved friends, Angga, Windy, Ridho, Eki, and Indra. We called ourself Secara. Hehehe. Ah by the way, the two on the back is addition. The girl in yellow jacket is Vita, indra’s gf, and the tosca one is Deane, Vita’s friend. They’re not Secara. Secara is eight by the way, but two of us can’t attend the party, Mada is on Jakarta, and Rainy is sick. Ahhh miss you two, pals. They’re my real besties :(

I’ve got some photos to share here! Enjoy! :D

Me on the front, with green T-shirt and browny-reddish hair. hehe. kata temen2 gue: nakal kamu Put ngecat rambut segala! ahahhahaha biariiiiinnn xp

And also, a photo of me and the girls of my class, playing colek-colekan-krim-kue-bekas-surprise-party-nya-Dwika. hahahahah seru banget sumpaaaaaaahh! muka gue sampe penuh krim semua! parah banget itu anak-anak, kita sampe cuma diliatin sama guru-guru. Dalam benak gue, mungkin mereka cuma bilang, "Ckckck.. wajar ya anak aksel kayak gitu, mereka kan anak luar biasa!" luar biasaaaaaaaaaaa mah! SLB kali luar biasa! wkwkwkw xD

here's the photo: 

ga penting ya editannya! hahaha maklum, saya newbie dalam potosop-potosop-an! LOL. Ah ya, itu gue pake kerudung, soalnya hari jumat. Biasanya sih emang ngga pake kerudung kok. hehe :P

Ahhh.... That's it for today. 

This is Putri over and out! Enjoy your satnite, and say no to drugs! hahaha. 

See ya, buddies! xD

P.S Got two awards from Farah. Thanks dear... Dibagikan untuk siapa aja yang mau ngambil deh, silahkaaaann... hehehe :D

munching Oreo soft cake (again), hehe, :P

Long Post. hehe :D

I've been such a procrastinator these days. 

A lot of things happened to me lately, and for sure, those things will be such very interesting topics to be shared with y’all guys my beloved readers here. Yeah, sure. But what happened next? Intention is only a word. I delayed it all. Easily said something like, “Ah, tomorrow will be a great mo to write!”, or… “I’m so weary today, lets just do that tomorrow.” 

Yep, such the things.

And as you’ve guessed—of course, the final things that came up to my mind wass… “Oh, well, that news is too late. I gotta find something fresher!”

And… there goes, I got nothing to write.

So, maybe for this time, I'd just like to share some random things that happened to me lately, just in case you wanna know—hehe, and ... I will write ‘em all in a list—as usual, 15 points would be great I think. :)

1. I’ve just finished read the last series of Twilight Saga, Breaking Dawn. And I simply fell in love with it. Deeply.

2. I had two hamsters. I had. Well, they have died a week ago. I’m totally distress, you know? Euh…. Here are their photos I took some days before they gone. (It always makes me cry seeing them on those shoots! sigh...)

this's while they took a nap. ;(

no no, they're not dead, they're sleeping. hihi, funny... x)

Rocky ate his dinner. :)

This is Pocky. He's best on climbing the hedge! hihi.

lagi rebutan pengen main spinning wheel nih... uuuuhhh lucu bangeett! x))

oh Gosh! How I miss you dear, Pocky, Rocky... Mama will always love ya two! Rest in Peace, okay? ;(

3. I dyed my hair red. Not too obvious actually, but it looks well under the sun light. Some of my friends envy me a lot because of this! Hahahaha… ;D

4. My bestbestfella, who ever betrayed me only because his girlfriend, ask an apology from me two weeks ago. You know, karma works! His girlfriend also betrayed him. Hahahaha. Gotcha! Well, it feels very nice to get you back here, dear… I missed you so much. :)

5. I went to the Beach with my fellas-on-JHS—such like a reunion gitu. And it’s SUPER DUPER GREAT! xD

here are the shoots.. 

Me with jeans and white T-shirt. 

Me and Alfa, hihi she's so chinese aite? ;P

yaaaayy play with sand! xD --me on Singapore blue shirt

Banana Boat rocks! hahahaha 

burry Alfa in the sand! LOL. we're so cruel! xP

we're going to eat ikan kue , and it tastes very good you know that!? haha

anyway, could you see that my hair looks a little bit red there? :)

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6. Me and my ex now have no contact at all. Only some greetings in corridor, and that’s all. But also, it feels so much better for me. :)

7. I have a new crush. And… Oh! No caption for this one, I think! 

8. I have a talk with my best fella, Rainy, about her love life, two days ago in her house. yeah, boyfriend, ex, and yada yada yada. haha. And she’s also a new blogger looohh… check out her blog on : http://freakyout.blogspot.com/ ! ;) (I’m her personal tutor on this blogging thingy, fyi) *tee-hee*

9. Tomorrow is the first day school on the new semester. Aaaahhh how I miss the stuffs! xD

10. Just got news that I’ve been chosen to follow “Cerdas-Cermat” competition in Tangerang. Oh… It dizzies me out a bit!

11. I miss Michael Jackson. I really, really, really wish I ever watched his concert even for once! I hate my daddy for never invited me to go! 

12. I miss my best fella ever, Mada. Sis, sorry we couldn’t met each other this holiday yaaa.. you and me have been so busy with each other stuffs, and…. Euh, I’m so sorry! x(

13. I feel so into twitter! Ahaha. It kinda funny how I used to think it’s useless it at first. :P

14. I’ve watched Transformers 2 last week, and, it’s poor. You know, the robots act better than the actors! LOL.

15. It’s 12 am, I can feel my tummy grumbling, and also, I haven’t take a bath yet. Ahahahaha. So...

TOODLES, PEEPS! :D