Princess Diary

I really do miss writing. Very much.

I don’t know why, but nowadays, it is more looks like that my blog is the place where I spread my shallow story instead of a real “Princess Diary”. I was just post those unimportant stuffs of fashion, those unworthy things to read, those uninteresting events of mine, and all of those miserable things of my relationship—which is already ended just tonight.

So now, I’ll start to make a worthy post. I’ll talk about anything’s precious to read by you—at least for me. Hehe. Well, I really do wanna try, guys. :)

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Talking about last night I spent with my—ehm—ex-boyfriend, that’s such a great night, absolutely.

We went to a café, where we were first made in into a deeper relationship about 9 months ago, as I’ve said on the last last post.

He picked me up from my house on about 7.30pm, he greeted my mommy, and she said, “Take care of her ya ji, and have fun chickadee!” I laughed, and so did him. “O-Kay mom, see ya!”, then we left. Haha. :D

At first, we were both—errr…. Awkward. Because, yeah, we both knew that we’re gonna ended up our relationship that night.

But I decided not to take care of it, and, well, I tried just to let the night be the most awful night of our life—at least for our together life, yeah, because hey, it was (possibly) the last night we could spend together.

We ordered two green tea and two chicken basket (one of the menu on the café), and we talked all night. Hahaha, no, it’s just my secret desire—to have a fully night with him and talked all night about everything with him, but yeah, dreams will always be dreams, guys. LOL. But we did talk about everything indeed. We talked about… eerrrr…. oh, okay, I can’t remember anything of our talks last night. Hehe, blame me as you want to, readers, you really may, but it was not my fault if I have memory just like a goldfish. Pardonne moi, honeydude… haha.

Well, after that moment on the café, we went to a nowhere place. I mean, we just went around the city. No certain direction. Hahaha. Ah ya, have I told you that he drove motorcycle that night? O-Kay, I thought I haven’t talk about it. So now you know ya. Besides, it was rain that time. Not kinda eastern downpour though, just a drizzle. Yeah, I know, that’s sweet. :)

Hmm, well, couple of times later, we went back home. He said—when we’re still on the motorcycle, “I will miss everything on you.”

“I will do either, honey.” I put my earnest smile on my face, just to make he smiles too, instead of glum like that. 

He whispered, and he smiled—as what I wished before, “I’ll never forget every moment we had together, sayang. I love you too much.” (in Indonesia, the word “love” he said refer to “sayang” instead of “cinta”).

 I couldn’t counter his sentence. Just hush. Then a cold silence came bothered our mind. Very cold. But not caused of the drizzle above us, it’s because we both quite—a scary silence. We didn’t know what else to say in our last time. An invisible key lock my mouth down. So did his mouth. Locked.

What could I say to make this coldness melt down?!

Well, okay okay, I'd say everything on my head, and oh, unluckily, that was such a stupid thing: “Eng… it is so cold here, isn’t it?”

For God’s sake! I talked about the weather on our last time! What would he think of me?!

“Yeah, cold.” He mumbled.

"Shit!" I shout in my heart. But then—I couldn’t remember exactly what else happened after, but yeah, I start to think that he was hugging me that time. I don’t know the exact story was…

An unrestrained misery came overwhelmed us. There’s sorrow on his face, I know. But he tried very hard to show me the firmness instead of sorrow. I was really touched.

Then I was smiling; once more, just to see him replied my smile... so I could be tranquil before I went sleep. 

Then he said goodbye. With that gorgeous smile which always I dream of.

*

Oh okay, I’ve made you bored till dead, haven’t I? -,-

nice mice shoes!

how funny?! :D

picture from: the same source as the last two post.

KAMBING I love you!!!

aaaarghhh!! i won the contest of KAMBBIIINNG!!

do you remember about the reason why i put the new banner on my blog?

yeah, that is a contest. and i won it! i got the premier ticket of Kambingjantan The Movie!!

yaaaaaaaaayyy!!!

happppyyyyyy!!!!!!!

what a very well morning! muahhahahahaha!! xD

noh noh buktinyaa.. ehehehe, bangga bener ya gue . :p

(click the image to see it clearer)

oh ya, gue turut prihatin yah buat kalian yang udah ikutan tapi ga kepilih...

gue sedih banget loh! suer deehh ga sekedar wordplay doang neh gue ngomongnya! 

:(

anyway, duh ini masih pagi dan gue belom mandi! mampus bisa telat dateng gue ke skolah!

see you all guys there. muah muah muah!

CHEERIO! :D

I heart flats

Oh My Goose! i really do fallin in love with those flats above!

aaahh... extremely cuuutee!! xD

pictures from here

chemistry sucks!!

aarrrrggh! just had a chemistry exam this day, and i felt .... very upset of myself!!

why do i always did my exam unthoroughly?

aaaaaaarghhh!! i really do regret!!! huaaahuuuuhuuuhuuu.... :'((

CHEMISTRY SUCKS!!! x(

9 month has gone...

Our conversation last night before we went sleep

Me: What happened with you last afternoon?

Him: Me? Nothing.

Me: I don't think so. You look different.

Him: Well, yeah. I was a lil bit upset when I came to your class but you seem didn’t interested at all.

Me: It is so not true, be! Didn’t you see my expression when you left me that way? I hate you!

Him: …

Me: Ah, really not funny how our minds didn’t connect each other anymore ya, be.

Him: Okay, I really do apologize… Don't say a thing like that!  

Then I made a call to him.

~

Well ya, this is 22nd February, and, today is our 9th month anniversary! 

But, oh how poor we are, it seems like we’re gonna end up our relationship today. I think both me and him couldn’t be understand and respect each other anymore.

You know, it was really sucks for me, daghling. So please do understand my last decision—this irresponsible decision, I know.

I promise we will be a best friend afterward. I keep holding on my promise. :)

xoxo. 

Gadis Indonesia .... ? Watdefak sih!

Oh my goodness…

For God’s sake! I… I was just found a site… and, and it was dreadfully shocking! Oh my….. I am speechless!!! I don’t know what to say……..

Well, hhhh… Ok, I’m gonna tell you why I was being so that shocked.

Gini, errrhh , before I tell you the main problem, I’m just wanna say sorry for all the foreign readers, sorry I couldn’t tell you anything about it. I’m just too ashamed to tell you what happenin on me to you all guys, because it was related with our country’s good names. Yeah, good names. Maksud gue, nama baik. Ya, nama baik. Terserah deh apaan lah istilah bahasa inggrisnya.

Jadi gini ya—aaaaahhh….. sumpah, gue masih shock banget!!

Hhh… inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale… take a deep breath and just be calm, putriiii!!

Fuuhh… Oke, gini ceritanya.
Baru aja hari ini, ada seseorang yg nyapa gue di Cbox gue, then seperti biasa, gue klik link blog dia dan seperti biasa pula gue liat profil dia. Dan disitulah, maksud gue, saat gue baca profil seseorang itu, gue liat, di bagian Blogs I Follow, ada link blog dengan judul, “Gadis Indonesia Bu*il/Indonesian Nak*d Girl.”

Oh my oh my oh my……!!!! Gue melotot langsung segera saat itu juga!!! Ah, bukan, bukan karena gue nepsong! Ya ampun plis deh! Ga guna juga ye gue nepsong sama makhluk yang sama sama gue. Ahhh forget it deh!

Nah ya, berhubung gue merasa gue cewek, jadi ga ada salahnya juga kan gue liat isi tuh blog dengan judul yang kurang ajar banget itu, jadilah gue klik tu link. Ya ampun demi Tuhaaannn…. Tangan gue gemeteran! Gue merasa maluuuuu bangeeettt, Indonesia, sebuah Negara, Negara gue, yang dipandang oleh seluruh dunia sebagai Negara yang berakhlak tinggi dan patut dihormati, malah kayal begini aslinya coba! “Everyone lives in harmony.” Hillary Clinton bilang gitu kemaren waktu diwawancara sm Luna Maya. Tapi nyatanya…… apa?! Harmony moyang lo harmony?!! Udah mau kiamat gini lo bilang harmony Tante Hillary?! Nyaoloooohhh…..
Oke, lanjut deh. Jadi, jadi gini… begitu gue buka tuh blog, pertamanya muncul dulu tulisan2 dari pihak google yang menyatakan kalo di dalem blog itu banyak hal2 ga senonoh dan pihak google ga bertanggung jawab atas itu. Ada pilihan buat gue buat back ato continue.

Well, berhubung gue udah terlanjur penasaran mampus, akhirnya gue klik choice yg kedua, gue continue.

Oh my God gue nyesel udah milih itu! Ternyata… ya ampuuuunn… gue pengen nangis Tuhaaann…. Gue malu bangeeeett!! Disitu, langsung muncul gambar cewek2 Indonesia dengan busana yang sangaaaaaaaaaatt tidak senonoh, sangat tidak layak untuk dipakai oleh Indonesian people yang ngakunya berakhlak dan percaya adanya Tuhan. Bahkan, kalo lo mau tau, disitu tuh juga ada yang sampe bagian atasnya juga kebuka total-tal-tal-tal-tal-tal-tal!!!!

Bener2 ga pake apa-apa boookk….. langsung aja tuh dua barang milik wanita nongol gitu tanpa penutup apa2!!!! GI-LA-GA-SIH?!!!!

Ya ampuuuuuuuuuunnnnnnnnnnn…… gue bahkan ga berani scroll down mouse sama sekali! Langsung gue klik tombol buat back. Langsung gue close opera yg tadinya lagi running. Langsung gue cabut kabel internet speedy gue! Sumpah gue syok banget!

(fyi, ini gue lagi ngetik di Ms.Word.)

Gue beneran ga tau lagi mau ngomong apa . udah terlanjur syok gue, gue udah terlanjur malu ga ketulungan. Meskipun bukan gue yang ada di halaman blog itu dengan sekujur tubuh tanpa busana, bukan, jelas bukan, gue bersumpah gue ga akan pernah melakukan hal-hal rendahan kayak gitu, ga akan pernah, tapi tetep aja gue maluuu….. itu blog mencantumkan nama Negara gue. Negara yang udah sangat amat bobrok ini! Malah ditambahin aja ye bobroknya dengan munculnya hal2 ga bener kyk gitu di dunia internet.

Ya ampun, yang bikin tuh blog, tolong dong. Lo bego apa gimana gue ga tau. Dan gue juga ga mau tau kalaupun lo baca tulisan gue ini dan lo marah, terserah, marah aja lo sana sama gue! Gue jauuuuh lebih marah sama lo! Lo bikin rendah nama cewek2 Indonesia tau ga lo shithead!

Dan elo lagi model2 sinting yang mau masuk tuh blog tanpa baju! Lo juga superduper tolol tau gak! BEGOOOOO BANGET!!!

NAJIS TUH ORANG SEMUA!!!

--aahhh, gini kan jadinya kalo gue kesel. Kata kasar keluar semua.
Pardon my messy language ya guys. :( I’m just too mad!

Ahhh gue ga tau harus ngapaiiinn!!!

dan tentunya link tuh blog ga akan gue taro di blog ini lah yaa.. hih ga deh makasih, bikin blog gue kotor aja! cuih cuih!

tobaaaaat tobaaaaaatt....

Silver Cheetah

Well, i just read kak Cassey's blog, and found this funny site.

Here is my test result. :)

You are Silver Cheetah, who is intelligent, cheerful and lively. 

You don't like to loose, and are aggressive and tends to give an impression of strong-minded person.

You have an attractive character that is little temperamental and mischievous like fairy. 

Your attitude is also agile. 

But because you are a temperamental person, you tend to make a move that is based on your instinct. 

You lack feminine emotion and deepness.

You tend to be rather vein, and have a tendency not to show your own weakness and hence, act strongly. 

Therefore, you may suffer from loneliness in your heart.

You are born a hard working person. 

Once you decide on something, you are passionate enough and have a great will-power to risk everything for it.

But once you loose realistic objective, you have a danger of not knowing where to go. 

You should plan your life on long-term basis of concrete prospect rather than on short-term base. 

You set your objectives on pragmatic things and something that is realized in the society rather than spiritual ones. 

You are not really suited to stay at home. 

It may be better if you carry on with your career than to get married.

The way you can make others happy, attracts men. 

You possess two characters inside you. 

One which can calmly observe others, and the other one which can make you passionately obsessed.

ah boys! you really need to try this! it was just so fun and damnly accurate! hahaha lol. :D

share me your own result if you had try it, would you? ;)

ah ya, and here are the characteristics of silver cheetah itsef:

1. Cheetahs are challengers who know when to quit

2. Cheetahs like to win outright

3. Cheetahs are extremely positive thinkers

4. Cheetahs want to succeed more than most

5. Cheetahs have a lot of pride 

6. Cheetahs are curious and like to try new things

7. Cheetahs talk big and act big

8. Cheetahs like to look cool in front of others

9. Cheetahs jump to conclusions but are well-meaning

10. For some reason, a lot of people with the Cheetah character like barbecued beef

another tag: fabulous!

oh my gosh... i've been tagged by a little sweet girl named Audrey! hahaha.. thank you my dear. that's mean a lot for me. ;)

well, here are the rules:

1. Put the logo on your blog or post.
2. Nominate at least 10 blogs which you think are FABULOUS.
3. Be sure to link to your nominees within your post.
4. Let them know that they have received this award by commenting on their blog.
5. Share the love and link to this post and to the person from whom you received your award.

And the blogs I nominate Fabulous are:

1. Diana Rikasari, Hot Chocolate and Mint
2. Rida, nobody's perfect. (sori syg, dari kemaren2 lupa terus mau ngetag kamu, baru inget skrg! haha)
3. Sist trembling mind, Have Fun Go Mad.
4. Sashaa, + singing firefly's song +
5. Sleepyheaded Nindya, * lights and nights *
6. Enep, What I Write
7. Devishanty, Fly Me to the Moon
8. Chester, Zebra Stripes and Runaway Kites
9. Evita Nuh, ♥The crème de la crop♥

10. Miranda, My free Style. 

actually i wanted to tag Princess Foofoo too, but i thought you have been tag by your little seeet princess .. :)

well then, that is it. you guys have a fabulous blog! ;)

xoxo.

taggggggggg!!!!

I was recently tagged by Chester, a very lovely girl from Zebra Stripes and Runaway Kites, to post 10 random facts about me myself. And anyway Chester, thanks for nominated me. :)

Rules:

1) Put the Logo on your blog or post

2) Nominate at least 10 other blogs

3) Be sure to link your nominees in your post.

4) Let them know they have received the award by posting a comment on their blog.

5) Link to the person that you received the award.

Well then, here are the 10 random things about me... :D

1. I hate those gastropods. But I definitely hate those snails and slugs the most! ieuw, could you just imagine, their yucky body, their horrible eggshell (for the snail), their fuck*ing antenna which will be move down if we touch it, aaarggh!! Everything on ‘em is just kinda terrible for me!!! (anyway, that’s why I name this blog with snailophobiaprincess.blogspot.com ;p)

2. I hate dogs. I had ever chased by one of them. And oh my, thanks God, I was not bitten at that time. But ever since it, even for the cutest dog in the world, I hate them! I won’t touch ‘em even for awhile! Really never!

3. I love reading in the closet. Increasing my mood, and not wasting any of my time. Hehe :p

4. I’d ever write some diary, long time ago. And these days, when I found ‘em somewhere in my room, then I read ‘em… I screamed, “ieuwwww yuckss!!!” Do you know, the content is just so yuckyyyy!! I just talked about a boy whom I loved those days, only that boy, really, in a whole diary just talking about a boy! What the heck! It was just such miserable, for God’s sake! Ahahahaha… lol lol lol. xD

5. I am so catty. Really am. Some of my friends hate me cause of that bad habit: talking without thinking. Hard enough to remove it away from me. Euh.

6. I love fashion, even though I’m not so good at it. But seeing people on the good outfits is just a pleasant for me! Well I think I have a good taste on fashion. :p (and no Ms. Ayushila, or whatever your name is, I wont be a psycho-fan of Diana Rikasari, even though her style is just so damn good. And if you thought I am freak, yes I am. You are quite right, dear. Lol.)

7. I usually take a bath just once on Sunday. Even sometimes, I did not take a bath for a whole day. Ahahaha, pardon my laziness on that LazyDay. :p

8. I love debating. But just don’t know why, I’m not chosen to become the debate team in my school. Maybe I’m just too messy in my grammar. Yeah grammar is my biggest lack. Hahaha

9. I love Paris. Since I was kid, I love Paris. Everything on Paris is just very fascinated for me. Well, I don’t know when, but I ever promise to myself that I would go there someday. :)

10. I love blogging. Even if people send me the shitty comment in my blog, I still do love blogging! :D

well, that's all 10 random things about me. I think it is just quite boring for you, isn't it? -,-

aaahh anyway.. I'm not sure about 10 people to nominate, but the people I'm going to nominate are:

1. Chester, The Zebra Stripes and Runaway Kites. Thanks dear for nominated me. That’s very kind of you.
2. Ochan, The Power Blog.                                                                           3. Tio D.L., perjalanan yang ga bakal berakhir.
4. Rizki, Selamat Pagi Dunia!!.
5. Cassey, Whispers of Cassey Bunny.
6. Audrey, Audrey....Are you in.
7. Sleepyheaded Nindya, * lights and nights *
8. Indita, Yet Another Hot Dork Blog.
9. Devishanty, Fly Me To the Moon.
10. Sist trembling mind, Have Fun Go Mad.

That’s all people. Enjoy your award! haha. :D

PS: i do not know yet about the logo, Chester haven't post any clue about it. so, maybe next post. :)

oh ya, i got an award from dear Audrey, from Audrey....Are you in. hehe, thanks sweetie. i'll post the award and the tag next time ya. so sorry but i got a lot things to do.

now then, cheerio pals! love you all.

xoxo.

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