You Know Your Relationship is Going to an End...

When you have time to talk, but you don't even bother to say a word
When you have chance to kiss, but you choose to sit still and stare to another direction
When you cross the street and he holds your hand, but it doesn't make you feel safe
When he no longer able to come for you in your greatest need and choose to practice softball instead
When you cry in silence besides him, but he doesn't even realize your quite sobs
When you enter his car and he doesn't welcome you anymore
When you have 24hours a day for him, but he couldn't even spare a single hour to have lunch together with you
When you desperately yearning for his hug, but he doesn't even stop for a second to look into your eyes to figure that out
When you start stating the word 'break' and 'break up' in your random conversations
When you can't seem to stop crying every night thinking of him, whilst the one you're thinking is enjoying the night with his friends
When you simply miss him but you can't spit it out in front of him cause you're just too mad
When you're hand in hand in a mall, but it doesn't feel right
When it's just the two of you in the car and it feels awkward cause none of you talk
When you stop being his source of happiness, and so does he
When you stop being the cure for his stresses, and so does he
When you finally doubt whether he's still madly in love with you, or no longer is

When you start writing this post, cause you just want him to know how you truly feel, but you're afraid of his following reactions...

I'm afraid.

Not As Easy As A Sunday Morning

I'm currently working on 3 big projects which I myself doubt I can make it. Dude Up There, please let the Force be with me.