i'm trying to...

1. let him go from accel. luthfi.

gosh! lut...you make me cry for many times! (sigh...) i couldn't believe this lut. i couldn't and wouldn't ever believe that you are really wanna go. you are really wanna leave us. you are really wanna leave us from our class. accel...

hmm well, ok, i just wanna say... u may pals, and u really may to think that i'm too over on face this situation. or we can say... lebay. yeah, it's true that sometimes i was lebay, but not for now. you're wrong, buddy. i'm not over of being like this. i'm not lebay.

well i'm sure--that i'm willing to cut my ears if you'll not, you'll gonna be like me if you're in my position right now. luthfi is my very bestfriend. even if we just met for 6 months.. i love him... errr guys.. please stop to make any gossip ya! love is NOT DEFINITELY cinta. love can be 'sayang', 'suka', etc etc etc. well, yea, i really love luthfi. (so, luthfi, if u read this post, please don't think yang aneh2 about me, ok? hehehe). hmm, to be exact siihh, i love him with the platonic love. (please find out that word's mean. hehe)  so, listen luth, oh, to be exact again, please read luth, i'm trying to let you go from accel. i'm trying. and i don't know exactly when i could pass the goal itself. aku masih ga ikhlas ngelepas kamu dari aksel... sorry to be--errrrr--egoist like this. :(

by the way, thanks for your treat. i loooovee bigooyy!! hehehe.

2. understanding him, my boyfriend.

well, hun, u're now far away from me. i miss u so much and i just wanna hear ur voice to make sure that u're okay. so please just contact me always, ok? aku cuma takut kamu kenapa2 disana. (sorry for being possesive. :| )

3. buy twilight, new moon, eclipse, kambing jantan comic, and maryamah karpov.

weeeell, to be exaaaaacctt... i am trying to flatter my mom to give me some money so i can buy them all. huhuhuhuhu..... :'(

4. study hard for the next exam.

yes!!! (not to express my happiness with saying 'yes'. but 'yes' in the meaning of 'ya'). as we knoooowww, the other class except accel, already receive their rapot toooooooodaaayy. aaaaaaandd... just fyi, and for my reminder also, i will get my NEXT exam, which it means my upgrading-class exam, on the 2nd week of January!! sounds crazy? yes, especially for me, pals. well, do you know? i'll be on the 11th grade when i'm still 14 years old. aku masih keccciiiiillll..... huahahahaha!!! iya kalo naek, lah kalo enggak?! :p

5. study at HOME, during the holiday.

yeah! like what pak-guru-ganteng said in my class just today. *wtf*. everybody got their holidays from christmas 'til 5th january, and meee?!! and my beloved classmaaaateee??! NO WE ARE NOT!!! we MUST prepare for the NEXT exam (read: study at HOME!!!) what the heck!!

6. finishing all of my task.

which is banyak sekale bok yeeee!!!! huh hah huh hah huh hah. capeeee gue ngerjainnya!!! hufth. then, the last is...

7. shut my mouth, and go to bed. sleep. think about nothing, and have a nice dream.

well, it's hard for me now. since my boyfriend doesn't contact me at all.

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WHAT THE HECK!!!