Merryyyyyy Christmasssss!

Woaaa... It's Christmas once again! The second christmas for my lovely Princess Diary! :D

It's time for Santa's gifts, mistletoe kisses and family togetherness!
Evergreen boughs that fill our homes
With fragrant Christmas scents,
Christmas cookies, turkeys stuffed,
Festive holly berry,
Little faces bright with joy,
Parties, songs, beribboned gifts,
Silver bells that tinkle,
Christmas trees and ornaments,
Colorful lights that twinkle;
These are some of the special joys
That come along with Christmas.

Oooohhh seriously, I really, really do love Christmas (eventhou I'm a pure moslem).
especially the Christmas Eve itself! Roads fulled with Christmas decoration; green, red, green red, mistletoe, christmas tree, fat-man with Santa's costume!
aaaahhh~ those all are beautiful! Absolutely a perfect moment for holiday! :D

Well then, Merry Christmas for those who celebrate!
Me wishing you all the joy and blessing in this holy day!

love you!

YAY I'M BACK!!!

Howdyyyyy everyone!
Here's my smile for everyone who reads this post! tee-hee ;) A coquettish smile, I know. :p

So, what's up? It's been 2 months since my last post, right? What do i miss? nothing? oh, i see... you guys are moving to twitter, eh? LOL! Got you, buddies! Hahaha. Well, as a matter of fact, i am kinda addicted to twitter too. But no, I'm not moving. I still belong to this Princess Diary. ;) But alright, I can't hide the fact that i'm such an active in Twitter. :p

Ah, don't blame me for that, pals! Twitter is hundred times more fun than blogger, if i should say honestly. We can update everytime we want without any guilty feeling of "will people like my tweet?" or "will people gimme comment for this tweet?" hahahah seriously, it's a great invention of internet world! So, pardon me if I'm getting so much used to that than this 'old-but-lovely' friend of mine. :) Okay, I have neglected this one too much, I know. -,-

Aaaahh by the way, how's life going on your side, fellas?
Mine is going great. Hm... would be too long if I dictate it all, so how about making a list? (as always)

1. I have a new boyfriend. ;D His name is Restu, and he's so sweet, and he's so cute, also a smarty one, and he's so... oh okay. lets move on!

2. I'm going to college next year. Which means i'll be so fu*king busy on the next months. Yeah, just pray for me, fellas. I'm keeping my eyes on Indonesia University and Gadjah Mada University. hehe, gimme Amen, okay? :)

3. I will be 16 on the next January! oh yeah, I'm getting older, I know. But I always love birthday! presents, you know? hehehe ;D

4. Does any of you realize, that this month is..........

THE FIRST ANNIVERSARY FOR MY PRINCESS DIARY!!!

Aaaahhh thanks a bunch for every of you who has following me among these years and gimme such sweet comments for every my posts! And also for those who has give me sort of awards to be proud of. oooohhh, thanks a lot, buddy! I won't be as huge as this without you guys my beloved readers. Oh man, come on, 156 followers is such a huuuuuuuge number! :--D
Thanks a lot, once again. :")

5. I went to Jogjakarta last two weeks. Had four blast days there, and buy lot of things in Malioboro Street. hihi ;) Here I share some pics for you. In-joy, pals! :D

*My lovely grandma. She got stroke. :(

*a great Artisan Batiks I saw in Mirota.

*big family of Woesthon's. :) (some of them was still inside the house)

*Taman Sari. Taken by me.

--> Also doing a kopdar with my blog fella, Indita Setyorini. Took some photos as well, but strangely, I can't find where the file is. huhu, too bad ya ndi :((

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Well, that's all. Have so much stories to tell but lil bit too late to update. Expired already! HAHA

Will update later then. Soon, i hope. :)

xoxo,

Insecure

Have you ever felt so insecure about yourself? Like, whatever you do, you just don’t feel comfortable about it?

Well, I have, and as matter of fact, I still do. Everytime I finish on something, I always think “Is that okay? Will people think it’s okay?”. Everytime I go out, I always look at other people’s eyes. Are they staring at me with pondering looks? Do I fit perfectly among my groups? And despite all the bitchiness I wrote here on my blog about how I don’t care with people’s words, I’m not that serious. I do still care. And you’ll never hear me talking that bold in real life. You would see me as a complete introverts when you meet me for the first time. I only get loud when I’m surrounded by those I knew and I feel comfortable to be, and that’s a very rare thing to see.

Feeling insecure isn’t good. It makes you always want to appear right in front of other people. It makes you put thick mask or makeups on your faces so that they can accept you. It makes you lie about yourself to people, putting all your natural you behind.

If I look back to know where this insecure feelings come from, I guess it must’ve been my childhood. I was completely different (and still am) at that time. And being different among those ‘intolerant’ environment just made it worst. I struggled my way to be ‘acceptable’. But as I said before, it’s all about makeups. It makes you feel good, but in the end, you have no choice but to clean it up, leaving your natural look uncovered.

And now, I’m being totally confused. I met many different people these years. How do I know which mask I should put on so that I’ll get a warm welcome? What if I took the wrong one? What if, even with the right one, it still didn’t feel right? If I didn’t feel good wearing those masks, why should I bother to?

I remembered reading an entry by Fanny couple of days ago. She didn’t pretty much like the way she had changed right now. I asked myself, how about me? Will I still be able to look back to see whether I liked my new me? I’ve been putting all these masks for like, all my life. And to decide which ‘me’ I really like is almost impossible, as right at this moment, I have forgotten who I used to be and who I really am.

I wonder what people (and I mean all people I know) would think if they know the man behind these makeups. Will I still get a place among them? Hmm.. a question which is hard to answer. More like scientific quest where the answer will always be given after you perform the experiment.

So, in regards of stepping out of these masks one by one, I wrote this entry with a hope that someday I could show my real me.

--Reblogged from Aulia Tegar

awards agaaaain

another awards from Laras . :)
makasih ya sayang.

talk much later soon, readers! love y'all, and happy (belated) iedul fitri by the way!
muah! :*

Award!!!

Got an award! yay!

Thanks to Wawan and Anind. Funny how you both put me on the 3rd rank! LOL.

Sorry for not obeying the rule of posting this award.
Too busy... :(

Smell ya later, dear all.
This is Putri Erdisa over and out.

CHEERIO!

xoxo,

Sorry for no updates.. :(

Sorry for not posting anything. I've been so busy these days, and, well, it's just hard to make some long updates here.

But you could follow my twitter if you really wanna know me. hehehe. Follow me on here.

Ah! And I've made a tumblr too! hahaha :D
Have been soooo addicted with it! It's sooo simple and I just love it! You guys should try it too! :)

But so sorry--much sorry, I couldn't share the url here. It's way too private that it even only has 4 followers; and they're my closest friends. :)

Thanks anyway for keep following my blog and click my link on your dashboard. Thank you. Really, thank you so much! I really really do appreciate it. :D

You're all best! I love you. :)

xoxo,

Ten Fashion Stuff to Die For (Part II)

Howdy all! :D

Wow, it's been a little while since the last post, right? Well, i've been overwhelmed by the fasting moments. Not eat and not drink for about 14 hours really makes me suffer. Drooped a lot. My tummy can't even stop grumbling for all day! And the thirsty throat too! Oh God... could you just imagine that?

So, remember my last post about Ten Fashion Stuff to Die For (part I)? Wow, i really didn't think that it would be such a great post. All of you came and give me such sweet responses. That flatters me a lot, you know? hahaha :D

but thanks anyway for coming and giving me comments. it means everything, ladies! haha :)

Oh well guys, maybe now I should continue the first part about Ten Fashion Stuff to Die For, yeah, five stuff more, right? hmm, i already have some items here in my head. sooo, just scroll down and enjoy this, people! :D

Ten Fashion Stuff to Die For (pt. II)

6. Doctor Martens Bootsyyy

taken from Kak Caroline's blog, and yes, i adore her a lot!

oooohh myyyy the pinky one! am drooling! xP

7. Roberto Cavalli's dresses

seriously, I'm speechless.

8. Fringe Bootsyyyyy

this one is my fave! droooooling over it! LOL xD

9. Manolo Blahnik's shoes

as always, the last one is my fave! oh myyy army rocks! hahaha

10. Oh wow! Here comes the last stuff. Hahaha. Well, of course last but not least, even this one (if I must say) is the most crucial thing from all the point! hoho :D Well, e-ehmm *clearing my throat* ( LOL ) So, the last to-die-for fashion stuff is... (drumroll, please :P): Your own outfit, guys. What you wear, and you're comfort with it: that's a very to-die-for fashion stuff. It's unlimited, it's only yours. It derives from your own head, right? The combination of color, the mix-match, it's all just cannot be copied by others. They may steal your style, but no-no, they cannot steal what's on your head. Ha! Ah, and the most important thing is, you're comfort with it.

"Guys, you may look fabulous, stunning, gorgeous or else, but if you're not comfort with what you wear, well, you lose the point then." :)

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Oh-kaaayy! Well done! It's finished already! yay yay yay! hahahaha this is such a fashion week for my blog, eh? LOL.

Anyway, thanks a bunch for read this post, people! I love yoooooou! Please drop some comments too, okay? :P

So, I gotta go now. This is Putri over and out.

Cheerio, folks! :D

xoxo,

P.S. pictures taken from: style.com (Cavalli), deviantart.com (Doc Marts), Photobucket.com (Blanhik) , and Shopstyle.com (fringe boots). Thanks for all! :)

Ten Fashion Stuff to Die For (part I)

1. All Alexander Wang's item

 

 

               (sexy leather backpack)                                                    (super cool bucket bag!!)

2. Christian Louboutin's heels

3. Stella McCartney's Dresses

4. Louis Vuitton Tribal Heels

For God's sake! it costs US$2,700! Ka-Ching!

5. Anya Hindmarch's Bags

(my fave one!)

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Well, 5 others more will follow soon then. :)

Ah ya, Happy Fasting for the muslims anyway! Ohh fasting month... me likeeeyy! 

hehe :D

Sorry for the lack of serious blogging, by the way, peeps. I hope you could understand what I am really into right now. I will write some serious things later. Only if I have some spare time. So just keep an eye! ;)

all pictures taken from google search

xoxo,