May 31, 2009

Broken Wings

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Wow. The vote is already filled by ONLY 19 persons, and… do you wanna know what the result is? Same number for whole points (except the last one)! EQUAL RESULT EXACTLY! Heeeyy… what’s happening? You want it all more from me—my blog? How could it be? I’m not as creative as you thought! Ahahaha.

Anyways, switch to another topic, I’ve been offered with my cutie fella, Rainy, to follow an English competition in UPI Bandung. And I’ve been chosen to go through speech contest—which is my best from debate, story telling, and news reading.

Well. I’m not that confident actually. I’m totally a newbie. A stupid little 15 years old girl who had just flirts on a most wanted guy in her school. She is her daddy’s feeble angel. She is only a little girl with her trembling decides. She is me, myself.

Okay, stop talking about it.

Anyways, do you know what? I think those it-anonymous who have ever said that I couldn’t speak English properly, was right. And I mean it that way. D'uh.. I don’t have any idea what could it go to my mind, but… I’ve been soooo sooooo pessimistic nowadays. I’ve been thinking negatively so much these times, such as, “hey! I’m nothing than her!”, “hey she’s so much more beautiful than me!” or, “heeeyy I couldn’t talk English as fluent as she does!”

Well, I’m like an angel with broken wings. Couldn’t do anything but cry.

I’m like a … 5-years-old girl who just got into an elementary school and does not have any courage to greet others. I am weak. And well, thinking about all of them, and declare it on my blog, made me think worse. I think... I am a loser. In this narrow thought of mine, at least.

P.S. forgive me for post this inexplicable thing, fellas. I am weird, am I? *lol*

P.P.S so that's why i put the beautiful picture above. I'm feeling like I'm falling right now. Just like angel with broken wings. 

 picture source

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

put. aku jawab prtanyaan kamu yg di blog aku di sini gpp ya?

lucu kok blog kamu kayak gini :) aku suka sama header nya.. tp, aku ngerasa ini agak plain aja (dibanding 2 template sebelum ini). biasanya kalo kamu kan penuh warna dan ceria :) mungkin dlm pmilihan font sama warna nya bisa jd perubahan yg bagus :) apa yahh, mm. kurang centil.. hehe.. tp font di header kamu lucu lohh.. aku suka :) ini cuma pendapat aku aja. blm tentu pendapat aku bagus buat kamu dan orang lain :)

stylefrontier said...

thanks put!
hmm enjoy your highschool ;)
rasanya masih agak aneh to know the fact that my highschool is over.
seems like it's just yesterday that i went to MOS haha

eh ganti layout! simple and nice. the blog header font is cute. tapi kok rasanya agak sepi ya? or is it just me? sorry then. hmm.. add something.. (what?) some colourful fonts in some particular place maybe? no? jadi bingung juga

put if you're chosen for the speech
i think just go for it.
it's a chance that wont be gotten by everyone. practice and do your best. just my suggestion.

xoxo,
fhen

Nadia Atmaji said...
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Nadia Atmaji said...

semangat dong put! km blm tau hasilnya gmn kalo blm coba kannn? :)

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