SAJAK-SAJAK KECIL TENTANG CINTA

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mencintai angin
harus menjadi siut
mencintai air
harus menjadi ricik
mencintai gunung
harus menjadi terjal
mencintai api
harus menjadi jilat
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mencintai cakrawala
harus menebas jarak
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mencintai-Mu
harus menjelma aku

- Sapardi Djoko Damono

Don't you just get the shiver?

BJ Habibie’s Poetry

Sebenarnya ini bukan tentang kematianmu, bukan itu.

Karena, aku tahu bahwa semua yang ada pasti menjadi tiada pada akhirnya,

dan kematian adalah sesuatu yang pasti,

dan kali ini adalah giliranmu untuk pergi, aku sangat tahu itu.

Tapi yang membuatku tersentak sedemikian hebat,

adalah kenyataan bahwa kematian benar-benar dapat memutuskan kebahagiaan dalam diri seseorang, sekejap saja, lalu rasanya mampu membuatku menjadi nelangsa setengah mati, hatiku seperti tak di tempatnya, dan tubuhku serasa kosong melompong, hilang isi.

Kau tahu sayang, rasanya seperti angin yang tiba-tiba hilang berganti kemarau gersang.

Pada airmata yang jatuh kali ini, aku selipkan salam perpisahan panjang,

pada kesetiaan yang telah kau ukir, pada kenangan pahit manis selama kau ada,

aku bukan hendak mengeluh, tapi rasanya terlalu sebentar kau disini.

Mereka mengira aku lah kekasih yang baik bagimu sayang,

tanpa mereka sadari, bahwa kaulah yang menjadikan aku kekasih yang baik.

mana mungkin aku setia padahal memang kecenderunganku adalah mendua, tapi kau ajarkan aku kesetiaan, sehingga aku setia, kau ajarkan aku arti cinta, sehingga aku mampu mencintaimu seperti ini.

Selamat jalan,

Kau dari-Nya, dan kembali pada-Nya,

kau dulu tiada untukku, dan sekarang kembali tiada.

selamat jalan sayang,

cahaya mataku, penyejuk jiwaku,

selamat jalan,

calon bidadari surgaku …

- BJ.HABIBIE

-Reposted from Teppy

If everyone could love endlessly like Bapak Habibie does, I believe this world will be a better, much better place to live. I do adore you, Bapak. My deepest condolence.

Is now crying,

Aku Ingin

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan kata yang tak sempat diucapkan
kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu

Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana
dengan isyarat yang tak sempat disampaikan
awan kepada hujan yang menjadikannya tiada..

-Sapardi Djoko Damono

P.S. Sudah berkali-kali membaca sajak ini, dan tidak pernah merasa bosan. :)

Einstein

It's true.

Ketika Wanita Menangis

Ketika wanita menangis,
itu bukan berarti dia sedang mengeluarkan senjata terampuhnya,
melainkan justru berarti dia sedang mengeluarkan senjata terakhirnya.

Ketika wanita menangis,
itu bukan berarti dia tidak berusaha menahannya,
melainkan karena pertahanannya sudah tak mampu lagi membendung air matanya.

Ketika wanita menangis,
itu bukan karena dia ingin terlihat lemah,
melainkan karena dia sudah tidak sanggup berpura-pura kuat.

Windhy Puspitadewi - Let Go

Did ya know?

source

There was a study done where a control group of 100 people were divided into two.

50 people watched very funny, tears-of laughter type movie.
50 watched a very sad and tears of compassion type movie.
At the end of the sessions researchers collected the "happy tears" and the "sad tears" with eye droppers.

They found that "happy tears" are made up of brine, salt water and not a great deal else.
However the "sad tears" were found to contain the very same chemicals and enzymes that are found in tumors, ulcers and other such lumps and bumps and sicknesses through out the body.

This test concluded that the body, when crying in sadness etc is literally flushing out all of the toxic-chemicals that accumulate and are a part of the sadness/heartache experience.

Therefore if one holds back those tears, those toxic-waters will find somewhere else to deposit themselves and prolonged lack-of-crying-release will guarantee that the body will accumulate a huge amount of internal pollution and toxicity that should have been released through the tears.
Is it any wonder that the eyes sting so much when we hold back our tears?

No wonder men die earlier than women.

Cry your heart out when you are sad, lonely, alone, depressed,and any other not-so-good emotion. It's good for your health, apparently.

(Reposted from here,

thanks for the info, dear nunu.. :) )

xoxo,

Call Me Late, But I Just Discovered This Out: Cin(T)a

Cin(T)a.

An indie movie, created by Sembilan Matahari Film and Moonbeam Creations. Yes, not a famous name of production house. The moviemakers itself mostly come from the alumni of DKV ITB, not another production of Hanung or whoever they are. But this one is… just as great as their productions!

:D

You know, I sit with my mouth agape in front of my PC when I saw the trailer. It’s marvelous! Magnificent! The plot is awesome and unpredictable! You know, I was trembling when I read the subtitle of this movie (which is written in English). The dialogue is just so real, like it has … its own soul.

Well, the whole story is talking about Love, Religion, and God. How there’s so many different Gods beneath us. How a man and a woman who loves each other trying to be united, even though their God is different. That’s a hard dilemma, for sure. Just like there’s a big voice which always echoing in your head, “Which one you want to choose? Your mate or your God?”

And well, some people may choose to answer, “I prefer my God!”

But some other people may answer wisely, “I choose you, and I choose my God as well. We could worship our God with our own way, and on the same time, we could be united together just like other couples do.” 

And yep, that’s what the main characters in this movie did.

:)

Anyways, I love this dialogue the most.

Annisa : Why did God create us differently if God only wants to be worshipped in one way?
Cina : That’s why God created love, so all the differences could be united.

Ahhh… what a heartwarming answer! x)

Well, I haven’t known whether it’s launched in Indonesia or not. But I really do hope it will be launched here. Heeeyy it has launched in London, for God’ sake! (that’s why the subtitle is in English). Masa di Negara pembuatannya aja nggak ditayangin siihh?? :(

Ah ya! Tomorrow is the first day of exam. Wish me luck, fellas! First day determines the rest days! Ahahhaha.

Smell ya later then. ;)

P.S. thanks for all the tags you've given to me, but i'll do it much later perhaps, okay peeps? ;D

P.P.S one more update! i got these pics from Cin(T)a fb-page, about all the behindthescenes shoots. oh my god... Cina is sooo cute! x)

 

Smooch.

Torn Into Pieces

Well, I just thought that I will off of this blogging thingy, but then I thought again... hey! why should I off?!

lol. Stupidity.

Anyways, I just found a very beautiful quote from Breaking Dawn. And well, it makes me melting...

Edward: "Do you want me to sing to you? I'll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away."

Yeah. Edward Cullen. And also, Muhammad Fauzi—my ex—ever said the same thing just like Edward did.

That was a great night, for sure. He made me slept in peace. Terribly comfy. Till it felt like I just don't wanna wake up anymore. He sang a beautiful lullaby for me all night long. Only for me.

Well, great, uh? So contrast with my condition nowadays. Yep. You're right! Nightmares every night!

lol.

*

Well then, goes for another Quote:

"Do you ever think that your life might be easier if you weren't in love with me?" — Edward Cullen

and if my ex is the one who asks this, I'd love to answer, "Yes, certainly. You really made me suffer."

lol. I'm torn into pieces!

(look at how pathetic my face is!)

..

other people'sblog is so far cooler than mine.

sigh....

other than that,

Quote Of the Day

"everyone is like a butterfly, they start out ugly and awkward and then morph into beautiful graceful butterflies that everyone loves."

first day school (again) yay!!

what is so cool about that? no. nothing! i hate school nowadays. sigh... sorry. (actually it rarely happened to me.)

en tau ga sih? masa yah hari ini gue langsung disodorin ulangan bio coba!! parahnyaaa..... otak masih tumpul bekas liburan begini yah!! huahahaha. x'(

other than that,

here's a quote of the day.

"Life is very interesting. In the end, some of your greatest pains, become your greatest strengths."

yay! keep rockin you guys! :D

need more holiday... :'(

other than that, i've found a beautiful quote from a pre-wedding album of my sister, teh Wiwi.

dear teh Wiwi, congrats for you and your lovely husband. :)

here's the quote:

"I love you for what you are, but I love you yet more for what you are going to be. I am on the way with you, and therefore I love you..."

:)

sigh

Quote of the day

Faber est suae quisque fortunae.

-every person is their own fate-maker

count me in .. :(

Quote of The Day

There's nothing wrong with being a loser, it just depends on how good you are at it.